Enma: *hangs out with someone for 3 hours*
Enma: oh hey, I just remembered I have to tell you something
Enma internally: that was a lie. I’ve been wanting to tell you all day but I’ve been too nervous to just say it so I’ve been mentally rehearsing for hours and

Enma: *sad and lonely*
Enma: *isolates himself so he feels even more sad and lonely*
Enma: ah yes, perfect

Enma: *is faced with a distressing situation*
brain: *shuts down*
Enma: no maybe we should actually deal with this
brain: ✔️read 7:26pm